Who knew it would be such a difficult transition? Garry and I had spent every moment together the week before the wedding. Planning, prepping and playing were the name of the game and we were having fun! I love my work and I love my life and I'm so proud of Garry for being so diligent in his classes but I wanted him back! Full Time! The sick thing about it is that because of this we fought about stupid little things. Now we are getting our schedule together and I'm getting used to riding the scooter everywhere and life is good. I have been trying out some new things that I envision a "good wife" doing such as... baking home made cookies! I made some oatmeal raisin cookies wearing a fancy dress, stilletos, full make-up and an apron. The cookies apparently turned out well but I think it was a little much. I'm gonna take it a step back and experiment in the kitchen a bit more but there is no need for the pomp and circumstance. Next step... I have to change my name. I never thought I would have any issues with this, after all it is only a name but it has conjured more feelings than I thought it would. I have to really think about things before I write my own NAME! I have to remember that after 25 years I'm dropping the old one and getting a new one. It's strange, I kinda feel like I chose to hop into a new family. Ditching mine. I'll do it, I just never thought it would be hard.
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